Lonliness ...

Never imagined that lonliness could get over someone as much as this.
Everything seems just fine, but there is in fact nothing. Lonliness is boring. Lonliness is killing. Lonliness leads to laziness. So much so that it's been over a month I haven't done so many things that I needed to. I just keep pushing things on my tomorrow's schedule. This is pathetic. This is not done.

Have I tried anything not to be bored and feel lonely? U bet, but nothing works. And this sucks. But I need the bucks. So what do I to? Accomodate lonliness, get used to it, and live with it.

How I wish someone was here with me whom I could talk to, whom I could share a joke with, whom I could share a cup of tea with, and keep company.